Dreaming of Something Unusual

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This day has been very short for me. Imagine, I woke up at 10 am and did nothing in the house except from washing the dishes- my very own job.


Well, I want to reason that out - I have an obsession! Yes, an obsession that made me rewind my past which I desperately evade. 


This is my story:


Usually, I dream more than once everyday. When, I don't like my first dream, I go back to bed and try to dream another one, sweeter or much revealing than the previous. Most often, my dream is true to reality. Sometimes, it cues me of what might be or what is actually happening in the present. Many times, I dreamt about mysterious dreams that later on, I was able to discover the meaning.


 But, these past consecutive nights, it was so strange! I have been dreaming of someone whom I have not been seeing for so long. In the first night, I did not mind because I thought, it was just a simple "passing by" like in my other dreams. Yet, as nights went by, he was always there! I must admit, before I used to dream about him but that's all because he was always on my mind. This time, I never thought about him! 


When I woke up this morning, I could not accept to myself that I dreamt of him again. So, I decided to go back at napping hoping that it would be another scene. Nevertheless, I failed! He was still there. He kept smiling at me as if it was like the past.


I searched this peculiar dream on net, and I found out that this usually happens. Even though our conscious self gave up our past and removed it, our subconsciousness would continue to keep it as a memory that would instigate it to appear in our dreams, something related to our experience. On the other hand, it could also be that when we had an unfinished relationship or dealing with someone in the past that our psyche would like to fulfill. Hence, it completes it in our dreams. (I learned it from here.)


There are lots of psychological explanations about this dream but I am yet to know if it really relates in the present just like my previous dreams. Well, I hope it's not.


Tonight as I sleep again, I wish that the explanations are wrong- that this is just nothing but  a "pass by" dream. I hope that this person is just fine, I don't want to worry about him since we have not been seeing each other and there is no opportunity for it to happen.


Anyway, that's all for today. I apologize for a very good-for-nothing post but I really just want to pour this out. 


Goodnight everyone! Have a nice dream!


God bless!